Saw Ganju on the 28th and he said that he got clear margins but that 7 out of 13 nodes were affected with cancer. Called my cancer ”aggressive” and left the drains in for yet another week. I am still going strong in drain 1 though drain 2 is almost down to nothing. Really hurts where the drains are coming out now…..sore in that area. Numb under the armpit and the underside of the left arm. Stinky at the incision site under the steristrips. Just geneally miserable and really scared since the term “aggressive” has been used as prior to this it sounded “fixable”.
